I'm not asking you to look up to me
I've had enough of that
I'm begging you to hold me
To tell me I'm good enough

To tell me I should sleep
To tell me you'll wake me up
To tell me I'm not taking care of myself
To tell me it'll be okay

Not to tell me that this abuse
Is of good use
Not commend this tired half-eyed typing
Begging for words to come
Ugh.