I think I have a sort of repelling factor. I feel like people assume that I don't like them because of my nervous look whenever I see them.
They're wrong about that.
But I am so scared of being me.
The real me isn't very cool. The fake me is cooler but tiring to keep up with. And then there's the 'shell' me.
I just cut myself off every once in a while and hide in my shell. And that's when I get the repelling factor.
That's when I am neither my real awkward self nor my fake witty self.
That's when I am nobody.
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